The "What If" Lover...

We've all had one. That person we fell in love with so hard and fast that our world was left in a tailspin...but we know we'd do it all again. Maybe...

I'm not talking about one night stands or that gorgeous, hot-bodied person that made you cum so many times you lost count. No, this one was special. You couldn't put your finger on it if you tried-and you have.

This is the person that you found yourself inextricably drawn to on a truly cosmic level. That person who made every fiber of your being stand at attention and take note. That person who filled your heart so completely, that you still think of them no matter how may years it's been. They imprinted on you. They are a part of you.  And if you didn't end up with your happily ever after with them, you would try again, if circumstances permitted.

That's love...and all its wondrous messy. It is the thing we long for, the thing we search out. If we're lucky, we find glimpses of it wherever our heart leads.